Today, we study

Right now I'm sitting in the library and I am supposed to have my nose in my Italian textbook so I can ace my final tomorrow. But I'll tell you right now i think I'd rather get my entire eyebrow waxed off. Katie Yeager just texted me and said "is that food blog still a thing?". So i thought i would try to make it a thing again. But this isn't really me talking about food. This is me procrastinating. Either way I'm having fun. I was going to try and study in my room but every time I think that's a good idea I just end up eating my entire refrigerator and taking lots of breaks that are definitely not necessary. So i caught myself on my third food break. I think the guy next to me is asleep. Oops yeah he just twitched. I asked Pull the Lever to text me to study. Suzanne said "pain and sleep deprivation is temporary, grades are forever". Pretty wise if you ask me. But also not really. Katie told me Suzanne is stupid. I recently realized that finals are made out to be this horrible time where everyone is pulling their hair out, surviving on ramen noodles and/or Doritos, sleeping 1 hour every night, and having mental breakdowns. But ya know, it really doesn't have to be the horrible hell we make it out to be. Don't get me wrong, you should study and make your grades and all that, but there's nothing wrong with enjoying the ride!! On Sunday I went to church with Zani. I wasn't going to go because OMG it's exam week and I had a biology exam on Monday. But then I was like ya know, you can still live your life in the middle of this week. And Zani is so calm and happy it made me feel so good!! She wasn't stressed, she was just looking for the goods in the day. So we went to a coffee shop, studied a little, ate some lunch, looked around, then came back to campus and went to the library. It was a wonderful day!! And I got my ish done. In a very peaceful way. Thanks Zan. So now I'm trying to just keep on truckin. And this writing thing is good for me becuase I really didn't want to study Italian, but now I'm like YEAH! Let's go its chill I'm paying this school to teach me so by george I'm gonna learn. I'm not gonna worry about how much fun everyone else is having because I'm just here right now and I'm gonna make it a good time. Thanks everyone have a great Tuesday. Here's a picture of Camille because it's her birthday tomorrow. 

hope mclaughlin